You'd think that keeping everything to yourself , invisble to everyone else, would be easy, time would pass and everything you ever thought about or happened would eventually fade away but NO. You think at first everything is fine, you've done it so many times before why not the same this time? Wrong, it starts to catch up with you, building up, you feel suffocated, all those thought, feelings and memories all stored up not even a word said to anyone. The pain you've kept for so long you thought that had long gone, but still lingers inside. It's like a butterfly trapped inside a tight, small glass bottle, struggling to get out, no one can hear you, so scared and almost giving up Hope but then a hand reaches out and opens the door to your freedom and when they do, you fly so fast and far that you never look back, you just keep moving forward. Now you wish someone knew about it all, knew about you're pain, that you didn't hide it but yet it's still unknown. People talk about they're pain, other people's pain and you think 'what about me?' 'Can't you see i'm suffering too.' You try to tell people however to other people they don't see HOW MUCH it affects you. Your whole life, your whole being. The Hope of someone who understands you and will respond with the words that you've earned for so long, not words that are just said once and then people forget, not words ordinary words but words that will set me FREE.
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