My Saviour, Comforter & Father ♥

Yea so my mum is on her way to Singapore and Malaysia for a month. Couple of weeks before i didn't want her to go, i felt like such a lose, it felt like my mum had gone forever, the piece of missing a piece of you. I guess my mum has always been there and she does everything so i feel so relaxed but when knowing she's gona been gone for a long time it's feels like there's a hole where my heart is. My mum went away once for a few months, for seminary before, and i couldn't stop crying. I REALLY think my failure in music was a grace from God, he made it something beautiful. After that it really changed me, help me grow spiritually and mentally. I feel at peace and knowing that i can achieve my exams, if it try mardest and also with God's support. He comforted and reassured me and so now i can let my mum go on her holiday and have a break! I reali thank God alot, like with my whole heart, my everything. Even though i know God is there it doesnt mean that i should slack of be lazy. I just keep praying that God will give me the ability to remember and long attention span :P and keep seeking Him.

It's like the Christian Band, Eleventyseven 'How it feels' it's basically how i feel at the moment with God...

Something's different and I can't explain it

It's like I'm breathing in sunshine

It's taken over and I can't contain it

This love is changing me

It brought me to my knees

Now it's teaching me to fly.

And also Manafest-Everytime you Run, from the new Chase Album (Chorus)

Every time you run, every time you hide

Every time it hurts, every time you cry

Every time you run away, every time you hide your face

And it feels so far away, Im right here, with you

This reminds of when i was in my most diffcult and loniest time but now God has saved i don't feel that anymore.

John Wilson: Saviour, Please

I try to be so tough

But i'm just not strong enough

I can't do this alone, God i need you to hold on to me

I try to be good enough

But i'm nothing without your love

Saviour, Please keep saving me

These are the exact words that i felt and remind me when i tried to deny the person that i was, and when i did accept myself this is how i felt during my music exam and upcoming exams but God gave me peace and reassurance.

I AM SO BLESSED. NO WORDS CAN EXPLAIN HOW THANKFUL I AM. ♥